I don’t know where and how to speak about the biggest treasure of my life. I have found something what not everyone is able to find in a lifetime. Some search for it for many lives and I don’t know how many lives I have searched.
But I know I have found what I was looking for. I have found my beloved Master of my heart Yaahoo Baba. Before I met him, I only heard the word Guru and Master a few times, but never new what it actually means or how to feel about it.
Seeing Mooji Baba
I remember back in Portugal I saw a man who was surrounded by many beings, everyone wanted to touch him, and they were laughing and crying and treating him as if he was God. I couldn’t understand what they were doing, why humans were treating another human as God. I grew up in a family of Jehova’s Witness and had a lot of ideas about God. A few years later I found out that the man I saw was Mooji Baba, the master of my beloved Master Yaahoo Baba. When I realized that, I was sitting in his Satsang and my heart understood.
Meeting Yaahoo Baba
A few months later I met someone sitting in a café with such a loud voice, with such joy, laughter, directness, jokes and simultaneously so much softness, innocence, truth and silence. It was him, Yaahoo Baba. I was surprised! How can, in one moment, all of those emotions be there. I never met someone like that before.
The Gate of Gateless
My mind was confused about it. I had developed such strong ideas about myself as person and there was so much ego about who I was. I thought I was so spiritual and silent, amazing looking on the outside, but everything he expressed was also in me. Now being with Yaahoo Baba, means to be at the ultimate peak of existing and not existing. His every breath, his every heartbeat is to point me to who I am. In every step he is holding my hand to show me over and over again the gate of gateless, the gate of freedom. Every time he is there with me and he gives me his compassionate push to walk in that path of the ultimate.
The Mirror Where No Reflection of Me Exists
He is the master of my heart. He introduced me to this heart, which was before like a little seed not able to sprout by itself. He nurtured this seed with his compassion to sprout. Life with Yaahoo Baba is a constant cultivation of truth through celebrating the simplicity and beauty of life. Me without me. Yaahoo Baba for me is the mirror where no reflection of me exists.
Beyond the Clouds of Identity
I unlearned everything what I had learned in the past and this process has been continuing since I met him. Since then every moment is a deep seeing of truth, every moment an opportunity to express who I am, strong in these roots. He showed me the ultimate and carried me beyond the clouds of identity, free from personhood and my every cell is yearning to share that with everyone, because everyone’s birthright is to live in this freedom.
From Peak to Peak
Every time I think I am on the peak of love, bliss and joy, the next moment it is overflowing again and my heart is bursting.
I am overly overly grateful, that I finally have found what I was looking for.
Thank you Yaahoo Baba, for you.
